my stomach hurts -_- i ate such horrible amounts of junk food yesterday for no reason, seriously i don't even know wtf happened i just turned into lalia even as i was planning to start eating healthy and join a gym. My brain has some kind of self destructive alien implant that i got after trying to join the working world and failing.
Ditto on all counts.
My tendency to self-sabotage all my good intentions is exacerbated by things like "french fries are delicious", "havin' a straight job is totally not fun", and "pretending that you won't have to pay back student loans is easy".
My tendency to self-sabotage all my good intentions is exacerbated by things like "french fries are delicious", "havin' a straight job is totally not fun", and "pretending that you won't have to pay back student loans is easy".
My tendency to self-sabotage all my good intentions is exacerbated by things like "french fries are delicious", "havin' a straight job is totally not fun", and "pretending that you won't have to pay back student loans is easy".
my stomach hurts -_- i ate such horrible amounts of junk food yesterday for no reason, seriously i don't even know wtf happened i just turned into lalia even as i was planning to start eating healthy and join a gym. My brain has some kind of self destructive alien implant that i got after trying to join the working world and failing.
I personally think that you lack motivation. I mean, the only way I could get motivated, is by weighing myself and seeing how much I've gained. Now I'm really doing it, not eating like any junk food, and working out every day.
AND working on the comic!
Oh, and I figured out, I'm stupid. Like I wanted to do the whole 5 pages a week thing? Well, I was like, "I'll have to do 3 today since I only did 1 last night." But then I realized, I did one on Monday and one on Tuesday. And the one yesterday all together makes 3, so I just need to make two tonight. And I got a pack of like, 10 V7's at Staples. :3
And a nifty new water bottle thing. Instead of buying those big packs of water bottles (I drink a lot of it) I figured I'd help save the environment and stuff.
I saw a ton of girls I knew from my school at the grocery store. I'm pretty sure they were all checking me out too. Well, I know one of them was. And apparently this lady from Staples was too! It was weird.
My tendency to self-sabotage all my good intentions is exacerbated by things like "french fries are delicious", "havin' a straight job is totally not fun", and "pretending that you won't have to pay back student loans is easy".
'I can do it tomorrow' is the worst.
Or, "Meh, good enough." ;)
I've got the opposite problem. Nothing is ever good enough.
I'm in one of my moods today where I feel like I have no friends. I mean, I don't really, at least not any good ones, but some days it bothers me more than others.
OMFG I am so angry. I got in my car and saw that I had a HUGE crack in my windshield- right in front of my face, too. It definitely wasn't there went I went out earlier today, and the car's just been sitting in the driveway since then. WTF? I can't afford to get that crap fixed! I hope my insurance covers it…
Right now I'm trying to watch australia right now, it's okay it has some cool moments but the slow moments and chemistry less main characters drag it down.
I'm going to out to see 17 again tonight since i like the idea of being 17 again when i'm 37 and going through my mid-life crisis. I get to watch zac efrons lifeless acting and incest jokes for an hour or so i guess.
I'm thinking about quitting plastic again since i'm back in the same plot hole i was in 2008, i feel bad since i put it on rampage network…i guess i'll just ask him to transfer it back over to my own dreamhost account :/
my stomach hurts -_- i ate such horrible amounts of junk food yesterday for no reason, seriously i don't even know wtf happened i just turned into lalia even as i was planning to start eating healthy and join a gym. My brain has some kind of self destructive alien implant that i got after trying to join the working world and failing.
Ditto on all counts.
My tendency to self-sabotage all my good intentions is exacerbated by things like "french fries are delicious", "havin' a straight job is totally not fun", and "pretending that you won't have to pay back student loans is easy".
I'm financially fucked, need to find about 75$ to pay my net bills (and hope I can get the money before they cut me off)… and what do I do? I go spent my last 7.50 on hotdogs, sweets and icecream :P
(Good news though I had a friend lend me some cash today so I'm halfway there, as long as I don't spend anymore cash on junkfood).
I'm in one of my moods today where I feel like I have no friends. I mean, I don't really, at least not any good ones, but some days it bothers me more than others.
Aww. I'll be your friend Hippie! <3
And by the way everybody, organizing an iTunes library destroys your day. It takes about 3 hours to get all the names right, album covers, and everything in order. -_- I just want to draw! Damn iTunes!
I'm in one of my moods today where I feel like I have no friends. I mean, I don't really, at least not any good ones, but some days it bothers me more than others.
Aww. I'll be your friend Hippie! <3
And by the way everybody, organizing an iTunes library destroys your day. It takes about 3 hours to get all the names right, album covers, and everything in order. -_- I just want to draw! Damn iTunes!
Ha, thanks, but you shouldn't make that offer until you know what you're getting into…I'm very whiny and require a lot of attention. Which is probably, along with the fact that I don't talk to anyone, why I don't have friends.
Yeah, I gave up on organizing my iTunes library. Even after I added in every single album cover, most of them wouldn't show up on my ipod. I prefer my good ol' fashioned records. Plus I can yell at people for touching them. You can't do that with music files. :D
Ha, thanks, but you shouldn't make that offer until you know what you're getting into…I'm very whiny and require a lot of attention. Which is probably, along with the fact that I don't talk to anyone, why I don't have friends.
So, you're basically just like everyone else who uses this thread, with the exception of Ryu?
Ha, thanks, but you shouldn't make that offer until you know what you're getting into…I'm very whiny and require a lot of attention. Which is probably, along with the fact that I don't talk to anyone, why I don't have friends.
So, you're basically just like everyone else who uses this thread, with the exception of Ryu?
Well… we can't verify that all those "cute girls" aren't complete fabrications. ;)
"Little did the ill fated denizens of the rant and vent thread realize that ryuthehudgewolf's fun filled posting of working out, babes, and comic success were all a fabricated alt account of Kyupol, mastermind schizo and craigslists fake girl extraordinaire, created to parallel Kyu's life and our own with lies of the grandeur. And at eleven, Is humorman humorous? Find out tonight with humor analyst Carlos Mencia to give the run down on Humor psychology and humor."
Custard Trout made me cry! You know what, Custard Trout? I'm special! I am! :'(
My dad just let this fucking insane neighbour girl take my dog. Her and a couple friends knocked on the door and asked to walk him, which seems, well, not entirely weird, but this is the trailer trash family of the street. They raised a dog so vicious that he attacked me twice, once backing me into a hedge(he was caught in time), and once taking a chomp on my leg(I still have the scar), as well as biting their own son's face. They are currently raising another dog to be the same way. They're just weird in general…the kind of people you get a bad feeling around.
"Little did the ill fated denizens of the rant and vent thread realize that ryuthehudgewolf's fun filled posting of working out, babes, and comic success were all a fabricated alt account of Kyupol, mastermind schizo and craigslists fake girl extraordinaire, created to parallel Kyu's life and our own with lies of the grandeur. And at eleven, Is humorman humorous? Find out tonight with humor analyst Carlos Mencia to give the run down on Humor psychology and humor."
Oh shit! I must be one of those multi-personality people then. I would have never guessed I was Kyupol! It all makes sense now! :D
Ha, thanks, but you shouldn't make that offer until you know what you're getting into…I'm very whiny and require a lot of attention. Which is probably, along with the fact that I don't talk to anyone, why I don't have friends.
Yeah, I gave up on organizing my iTunes library. Even after I added in every single album cover, most of them wouldn't show up on my ipod. I prefer my good ol' fashioned records. Plus I can yell at people for touching them. You can't do that with music files. :D
I've dealt with girls that were on the brink of cutting themselves and having suicide thoughts. Just by talking to this one girl, she hasn't had thoughts since. Now she has a boyfriend, and she's really happy about it. :P
People touch my music files all the time. Women love my music files ;)
You guys and your rants and vents :) Is humorman humorous? Only if you used to laugh at the shiz we used to pump out in the TD. -_- ————————
Wheeeeeeee, I spent all night on Friday playing TF2. Then I went to bed on Saturday morning… Woke up lying on my back in bed with two pillows under my head- this gave me a migraine. -_- Two pillows under my head is a sure way to do it: bends my neck in such a way as to do it. Didn't go to bed that way, just woke up like that. :(
Anyway, when I finally got rid of that I watched back to back episodes of the Sharpe series while I took apart the sabre I bought a while ago, and carefully filed away at the brass hand guard. That took ages, because good brass is a lot harder than steel (untempered), but it was worth it. That sword looks a lot smarter now. :)
I think today I'll wrap the grip with black leather and some copper wire.
You know what I hate drawing? CHAINS. They're not exactly hard, just tedious, and if you make a mistake you have to draw those billion links all over again! XO
You guys and your rants and vents :) Is humorman humorous? Only if you used to laugh at the shiz we used to pump out in the TD. -_-
"We"? Ouch man, ouch. I'm hurt. I always put out the quality stuff and you know it.
Man. I had forgotten why I haven't had a girlfriend in so long. They make it so damn easy to get distracted. All it takes is one question and I'm gone.
I also got a commission today. It's the first one I've had in a couple months now. Makes me happy, because money was getting tight there for a while. Granted, soon I'll be able to actually collect on the couple commissions that require painting walls that were in different cities, but this little bit is just enough to get me through the end of the school year. It even fits into my last packaging design project for class, so I might see if I can convince my teacher to let me combine the two.
Holy shit i just spent the last 3 freaking hours rearranging/cleaning/destroying my bedroom and it's no where near finished T-T I'm so worn out and i've been smeezing every ten seconds for the past 5 minutes.
I saw 17 again, i actually liked it all the actors where hot as hell and it had its funny moments.
my phone made the sound like it does when it gets plugged in. 230am. so i got up, used the restroom, and got some water. i tried to go back to sleep, but i couldnt.
now here i sit. bored outta my mind.
i ended up cleaning the kitchen, and drawing a reall crappy picture for my newest comic.
People touch my music files all the time. Women love my music files ;)
So the "music files" essentially represent your penis.
You know what I hate drawing? CHAINS. They're not exactly hard, just tedious, and if you make a mistake you have to draw those billion links all over again! XO
How do you draw your chains o.0;
In around two weeks time, I must make a very important decision which will probably lead to a forked road with one path leading somewhere steep and rocky with the other path being in contrast, easy and breezy. There is no way to figure which is which.
A'ight. I'm-a get started early on drawing today, and try to knock out two pages. If I can get started inking in the next week, I think I got a shot at finishing before June- or at least by the middle of June, when my buffer runs out. I can't fall behind, because with the (hopeful!!!) upcoming move, I don't know how much time I'm gonna be able to devote to working on this stuff. Plus, if I get a job (please!) and a social life again (pleasepleasepleas)… ya know how that goes.
The guy I was talking to about the comic commission asked if I had any examples of "less cartoony" stuff; which I don't. So I gotta do some drawings today to send to him. It'll be fun to ink in a looser, more "traditional" style, but have no idea what to draw. I guess I'll just do a male and female nude, and some dull scenes of people in an environment of some kind. Most of my "realistic" drawing tend to be of a religious nature (mostly like, the bloody deaths of saints and martyrs or reinterpretations of some of the darker Old Testament narratives.) I have no idea why- I'm not super religious or anything. Just fascinated by that crap, I guess. But I think that kind of stuff, uh… scares people off. ;)
