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didnt make friends till i went to college, most of them being cyber friends.

 

failed my math classes too many times, lost my financial aid and had to quit.

 

worked at mcd's for a year and a half till they cut some ppl lose, me being one of them. and they cut random ppl, it sure wasnt cause of my performance.

 

now living at my parents place again, my stuff in storage, i sleep on the floor. but i cant afford to keep paying rent, and my parents cant afford to support me, so ill be leaving to who knows where by the end of the month. my only hope is that i can get accepted into the army. working on the paperwork atm, but i may have health issues thatll keep me from entering. if it dont work i dunno what imma do.

 

so heres the skinny, no irl friends, no job, no home, no future. i remember when i was younger and didnt have a care in the world, i miss those days. but im moving on, dunno where to but im moving lol!

what do you do when you want to change the direction you are going in life, but you cant when you are falling down a dark hole? You pray to God that he may give you wings.
 
Oh and despite the negativeness of all of the above, i am in no way emo. Just a bit down atm, but moving on. The lighter side of me, i type lol, rolf, or :p a lot. rolf being rolling on laughing floor, a typo of rofl, but i kept doing it and its stuck. laughing floor is the part of the floor designated for laughing on. anyway, i say whats on my mind, and my mind is random, so im random. im not a kid, and dont like being called an adult despite the fact im 21 so im a dude. i think im a person… but i have feet like bigfoot (size 14), and skin like a vampire.
 
Been a while since last ive read this haha, damn i was down that night 0_0. Anyway, i'm still kinda down in a hole BUT got a few extra friends, and maybe joining the army as long as i can get medical clearance…which is fucked up in my opinion. They dont wanna take me cause of a missing heart valve, THAT WAS DISCOVERED BY ACCIDENT ONE DAY AND IN NO WAY HINDERS MY WAY OF LIFE!!! I was 21 when it was discovered, its not like i went to the doc with a health issue and my heart was the cause…pisses me off. I feel like cpt america now lol