BK Shadow Nemesis

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kyupol

on July 30, 2006

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RANT OF THE DAY
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My right leg hurts like hell and its hard to walk. And my upper lip is a bit wounded and its hard to eat… man that sux. :(

A couple days ago I sparred with this slightly larger dude who did high school wrestling, football, and weightlifting. He's obviously the stronger guy here.

At first, he kept getting clocked in the face and was barely hitting me properly.

Because of that, I slacked off when I saw him looking dizzy from the punches I gave him. And when I least expected it, he rushed me at full speed and kicked my right leg really HARD. And then he pushed me into a corner and started raining punches on me.

Since I was covering up… and since we were wearing boxing gloves and helmets… his punches werent able to connect properly… though they still hurt.


Most people, when punching someone into a corner, tend to slack off and throw haymaker punches and start punching in a swimming motion. When he started doing that after throwing some 10 punches at me, I jabbed him in the mouth and that knocked his head back. Since he's one tough mofo, he still kept coming… After getting jabbed 3 more times, he kinda walked backwards.

Then I rushed his leg trying to take him down. I wasnt able to do it properly so we ended up in a clinch… trying to take each other down…

I was able to back him into the ropes and then I did a judo hip throw on him. It went wrong again… so when we landed on the ground, he ended up falling on my right leg (the same leg that took the hard kick) for some reason…

The dude came down HARD (I heard a pretty loud thud) and he was like "uugh"… and got winded.

Since his body was tilted sideways and both hands were clutching his left rib, I got on top of him, hit him 5 times on the side of the head… then thats it. Fight's over.

When I helped him get up, he was feeling a bit dizzy and had a small cut above his right eye… and his mouth had a trickle of blood.




And me… my right leg is painful… I walk like a cripple now… and It will probably take 3 days before I can walk normally again. :( The cut in my upper lip will probably take longer to fully heal. Wounds in the mouth take longer time.


And btw, I'm not trying to look big and tough here or anything for typing this shit out… Have to vent this shit out… my leg is fucked up for now and it kinda makes me lonely. :(

I beat that guy? pfft… big deal… Its not like he's a blackbelt or an experienced cage fighter or something like that. He's not one of the "big fish" in the gym. The guy I definitely wanna beat is this 6'3 220 lb muscle guy who is at least 5x stronger than me and has been in some cage fights. Right now, he can kill me if he wanted to. :(


Though I still feel like I accomplished something by beating this slightly bigger and stronger fellow… since I had to carry so much shame in my heart for losing majority of the street fights I had when i was younger… as well as being a FAILURE in almost everything I tried to do. :(


Fighting for fun is also a good way to help control my anger and depression issues… and get back my self-esteem that I lost after years of shitty family life, shitty school life, etc… the usual shit that destroys your self-esteem. :(


So there. But that shit wont affect comic updates much. If I get hurt in the right hand, this comic might stop updating for awhile. :)