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Has anyone here tried self-induced crying? Try watching sickening shit on the internet. Go to ogrish.com, youtube, or any of those PETA websites that showcase the worst ever atrocities humans can inflict on animals and their fellow humans.
At first it might make your blood rise… you'd feel like an increased heart rate due to the shock of extreme brutality. And then you will cry or feel like crying. In short, it MIGHT or WILL make you sick. Because its the real shit and its not like a comic or movie or any of that fake stuff.
But once you're done with this ordeal… like do it repeatedly, you will become an emotionally stronger person. It will be more and more difficult to cry. And instead of crying, you're gonna wanna laugh.
Yes I'd be called a sick fuck who needs his head examined for posting this rant on the internet… but hey. it is absolutely necessary (at least in my case) for me to be strong in the face of strong adversity like I always been. I've always had a tough life… and expect the future to be even tougher.
And yes I'm aware of people (and animals) who have it worse than me… those starring in these sickening videos and pictures circulating around the internet and I draw inspiration from them. … and thank God for giving me strength every single minute of the day.
Cuz I can't afford to cry or show any sign of weakness right now. I'm at a cruicial and unstable stage right now… and I need all the strength I can get.
This is only one of the ways to increase emotional strength that I figured out.
Uuh… thats one big fucking emo rant there, kyupol… hahaha you emo fag!!!
Fine call me that. I'll just vow to be stronger next time and hopefully I'll be strong enough not to post this shit on the internet. Yes posting this shit is a sign of weakness.
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