I think I'm falling for this girl who is at least 10 years older than me… and this other girl my age who got large tits and nice thighs…
But then again, when I calm down and start to think with the head between the shoulders (not the one between the legs)… I realize… that… the product is not worth the cost.
Yeah yeah. Having a GF is fun… but at the same time it will put me in a position where I am in for frequent headaches, heartaches, financial hemmorrage, and… potential trouble with the law (which is quite a big deal for me since I'm a law-abiding citizen who makes money legally and DOES NOT see a criminal record as a badge of honor).
North America is a fun place to work. At least I can say that social inequality isnt as bad compared to the Philippines. But North America is a stinking shithole to raise families and form relationships. Sure. Different immigrant communities form their own mini-country within the US and Canada. There IS a Filipino community in Toronto. Its like a mini-Manila… but hello. This IS Toronto and this IS Canada. Do what the Romans do. So there is no fucking way I'd be able to preserve and isolate culture. I must adapt to the western culture. To survive.
Man… you cannot even have the right to SCREAM at your wife and child(ren) for acting up. Yeah physical assault is wrong… but fucking "verbal abuse"? So how the fuck am I supposed to discipline them if they act up? Dont get me wrong… I'm no abuser. I find it difficult to hurt people and animals. But at the same time, I dont allow myself to be walked over.
But what can I do huh?!?
Nothing. I'd be reduced to an ATM to cater to their every whim… or else I will go to jail. I'd be a sitting duck. Nothing but a fucking wallet and ATM. I might as well cut off my balls and shove them up my ass.
Fucking seriously… my word to all who read this rant and are desperate for a gf: IT IS NOT WORTH IT. Just be friends. I dont get any problems from girls who are just friends.
Young men who are obsessed with getting laid have self-esteem problems. If your self-esteem is based on the amount of women you sleep with, you ARE a fucking loser. Placing self-esteem on a woman IS emotional suicide. I used to do that… and when she got rid of me, I got soooo damn depressed that I flunked out of school. I. was. Broken. for. at. least. six. months. Its like my car getting totally wrecked that everything had to be replaced. Now with my new car with new engine and running on a new type of fuel, I'd be taking the fast lane to progress. To success.
At the very least, you should pull your self-esteem out of your ass. You do not make it come from a woman.
So there. When somebody asks me why I dont have a gf?
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