Mara-Nina can be a bitch. Yeah. She's not an angel.
——————- RANT OF THE DAY ——————-
I never knew that I'd grow up to be a politician. I was a shy kid and all. Talking in class and opening my mouth was just a burden for me. I was like. A "hopeless" case. :)
Fast forward many years… to the present time.
I've been juggling politics lately. Among the family (asian families are excellent at feigning functionality even though they are just as or more dysfunctional than white and black folk). Been doin this and that… for the sake of appeasing relations. And been not doing this or that… for the sake of putting my foot down. Some things you say yes, and some things you say no. Just thats the way it is.
And FUCK NO!!! LOVE DOES NOT EXIST!!! There is no such thing as love. Be it between family, friends, or your "soulmate".
Everything is just political appeasement (doing things for benefit or mutual benefit) or hormones. And I learned it the slow and painful way. Most of the pain happened to be a result of me deluding myself. Fuck it took a loooonnng time for me to figure that out and snap out of it. I feel embarrassed. Since I'm supposedly "above average IQ" lol :)
Thats just the way in this shithole. Pathetic. Lame excuse of a world we live in works. Thats just the way… it is in reality. No fucking magical bullshit. And whats amusing is how the human race likes to delude itself with ideas of "love". Used to get depressed about this whole issue of "love". Like fuck. Its like when I was 6 years old when I prayed to God to make my toy dinosaur alive!!!
Anyway, I'd also like to congratulate myself for being a good politician despite little experience under my belt. :) Gaining influence… respect… at a better than expected rate.
And ooh… family members might read this shit (which is 0.00001 % chance of happening lol).
Well its okay. I'm just telling people the way things are. Its like saying a thing drops because of gravity… and the earth is round. Of course come teh denial and shit. But truth always comes out in the end. Denial is just a reaction for refusing to absorb TEH TRUTH!!! :)
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