lol… Ive been workin 7 days a week for the past 2 weeks. No "day off"… lol its just fucking… hard on my brain.
I'm not really sure if there is a correlation of stress with depression.
Ive gotten a bit depressed lately. To a point where I feel my old anger and depression problems are surfacing again (with the occasional feelings of worthlessness and thoughts about suicide). I dunno if thats withdrawal symptoms from the meds I had to take. Fuck. lol
But when I think back and look… When I was a FT college student with a PT job… things were more stressful. lol think about it. From 9-3… class… then after school its either work or work on the project. Then weekends were all in my PT job. For one fucking year NO weekends. (lol and I was angrier and more depressed then.)
At least now… while I dont have weekends, at least I have the time AFTER I finish my work for myself. Since Ive been most often too tired to start drawing, I pretty much watched Southpark episodes and Filipino action films from the 80s.
I love those 80s Filipino gangsta action films. Especially the ones with Robin Padilla. Even though they are cliche I still love em the way anime fangirls love the cliche shojo comics.
lol I'm tellin you… If you watch a few Filipino action films, you will think that all Filipinos walk around with assault rifles and submachine guns… and that bars in the Philippines are full of brawling and shootings and infested with top brass gangstas. As these movies are full of shooting scenes and bar brawling scenes. Like a war movie. lol
And oh… To all canadians: HAPPY CANADA DAY!!!
Ive been trying to draw another fanservice pic. Of Mara-Nina in a hockey uniform waving the canadian flag instead of the hockey stick. (lol but I dont play hockey. Man I cant even skate on the ice for shit….)
Or dressing her up in a mountie uniform (size extra small while she's a medium ^^)… holding handcuffs and a whip. lol
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