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rokulily

on April 7, 2010

sooo. yeah. had/have a bunch of stuff to do- mostly school and what not. when things pile up (like they ALWAYS do after spring break) and get very anxious. and when i get to a certain point it triggers my ocd. My ocd is like a bag of tricks- it demands a random function to happen (nothing negative like killing a man) and then i HAVE to do it. crazy stuff.

so when i hit the ceiling and my ocd was triggered for this occasion it decided i needed to redecorate my bedroom. i ended up baracading myself in my room for 6 hours moving a desk, bookcase, large chest, night stand, and bed. cleaning the entire room (ocd cleaning is some of the cleanest clean) my family was worried because i forgot to eat anything that day before the ocd hit so i didn't have food for a bit. though i did have a snapple in my room so yay for hydration! i swear i can do amazing stuff when in ocd mode. like lifting a mattress 4x my size.

on a similar note this is how my highschool artroom stayed so clean and organized. no one would expect me of it either since i'm not even a very organized person.