Blade of Toshubi

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It's only a dream... right?

Toshubi

on Aug. 15, 2008

So… is it only a dream, or is it an omen?
Aside from Toshubi's anger managment issues, he suffers from one more mental issue.
It's called "survivor syndrome", but it's more commonly known as "survivor's guilt".
Individuals whom suffer from this type of Post Trumatic Disorder tend to have the following triats…
Reduced loyalty to an organization
Lowered trust and increased skepticism
Feelings of guilt
Flashbacks
Trouble sleeping, or nightmares
Comonly thinking to ones self, "If only I had done this or that differently." and "Why did I survive?"
Toshubi doesn't openly ask these questions, but they are there waiting for him every night in his nightmares.