Dying to Live

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The flames went hiiiiiiigher!

Disgruntledrm

on June 20, 2009

First time experimenting with photo-shop made fire. I think it turned out 'okay' for my first try. Not great.

We're moving out soon…I'll be bunking over at a friend's house until we get an apartment (hopefully that happens before school starts.) I spent about an hour today removing all of the posters, shelves, fastenings, and a bulletin board from my wall today. It looks so barren…lifeless…there's little to nothing left of my personality. Just stacks of boxes. What's more, I do NOT look forward to packing up everything else in the house, cleaning, and shipping out. The prospect of getting a job to survive and being a full-time student is frightening. I don't know if I'm ready to take the leap, but I'm going to do it…my family is moving to Temple (that's about 1-2 hours away) and I won't be able to see them very often. The longest I've been away from my mom since I was 3 years old…has been about 2 weeks max. I'll admit…I'm scared. I truly am. But hey, my dad and mom are still going to pay for my Netflix and cell phone bill…so that rocks…it means that even though there might be times when there's nothing in the fridge and not a dime in my pocket, I'll be able to watch movies (if our electricity bill is paid up, that is…)