Full Moon Charm

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Prologue 08

Tamao

on July 25, 2009

I'm sorry you guys, I'm sorry I updated so late. I wanted to update earlier… much earlier. It just didn't work out the way I wanted.
Why? You may ask. Well, different reasons. Positive and negative reasons. But first, let's talk about the page~~

Everyone who have read the first version (or the archives), will probably recognize the little guy! It's lill' Tatsuya~ He's was so adorable when he was younger…

I also realized I like lill' Kane's troubled and sad faces are too cute ;A; moe~

Now… the not update reasons…
First; I've been creating a new story. I might upload it if people are interested in it… It's about a guy with an awesome singing voice. One day, a hobo appears, asks if he wants to share his voice, and the guy says yes. Not too long later, the hobo is a superstar… There's more, but I won't tell.

Second; I turned 18. Not sure if that's good or bad… but… it's something. I was quite exited when I noticed I could finally read A rated comics again (farewell, my second account~~) Ah, right… I have to make a Y-gallery account and start drawing (and posting) ero-stuff… I made a commitment to myself when I was 15 about that ~3~

Third; My parents went on vacation, and I stayed home alone. A friend came over and we had some good time.

Fourth reason… which is not a positive reason… and might actually be the reason why I updated today. My grandma got hospitalized tonight… I don't know if anyone is interested… it's quite the long story… If you're not interested in reading, just skip, okay?
Anyway…
My grandma was diagnosed with cancer… two years ago I think. It was found in her womb, and it got removed on my mothers' birthday (my mom is her firstborn child, so I personally found it a very strange idea…) We then had a stressful year. My sis got married that year, one of the reasons being my sis wanted my grandma to experience this. Last year, summer vacation, grandma needed to get laser treatment for her cancer. She stayed with us for seven weeks, and eventually it looked like the cancer hadn't spread and disappeared. We were all relieved.
But my grandma started to loose blood whenever she went to the toilet. One of the signs she had cancer, was because she got her period back too, so we were worried. My mom was scared the cancer had moved into her intestines. She was investigated again, and it turned out she probably had infections, probably from the laser treatment. We were kind of relieved, but still worried. It wasn't as bad as cancer, but the treatment for it would still be hard… She was here last week on my birthday, and she was quite well. She smelled a lot, because of her intestines. No one can blame her for that, right?

Tonight, we got a call from my aunt. She lives really close to my grandma, and after she and her family went on vacation, she went to check up on my grandma. My grandma was really pale, and apparently lost a lot of blood. My aunt said she smelled really bad, from her mouth too. My aunt called the doctor, who send an ambulance.
And now she's hospitalized. We're going to visit her tomorrow. I hope she'll be alright, and this won't be my last visit…

Maybe some of you might think why the hell I'm updating now. It's because I wanted to do something. I'm always doing something whenever I'm sad, like reading yaoi for example, like I am doing too (Re-reading WIRES and WIRES2).

Anyway, enough drama… I won't be doing a comic answer time now… as you might imagine.

I might update soon, I have no idea when…

PS. If you want to leave a comment about my grandma… Please… don't tell me about your own experiences… I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but… I don't feel like reading other peoples experiences when I'm sad like this myself… Just wish me good luck or something…

~Tamao