GRIND

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IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT ?

lothar

on June 6, 2019

i had big plans for this year … but life is a mess rite now. to find out that someone you trusted for years is a lying psychopath is a little too much to take …. trying not to drink myself to death at the moment .. this peice of shit is from my scetchbook , i haven't drawn a damn thing in the past month … fucking numb
if you get your whole self wrapped up with another human being you lose something when they are gone ..
i dont feel like doing anything anymore
but im trying to do the things that i used to enjoy . maybe that can get me back to normal. 15 fucking years of my life down the fucking drain. im just in shock and fucking isolated. sorry , i dont mean to ramble in this comment box , but i dont use social media and im here in a non english speaking country …. i have like one person in real life that i can sort of trust … FML

and as always …. thanks for watching