Illusional Beauty

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pg 3

theorah

on March 2, 2010

Thanks for your comment, Ushio!
heheh yeah I didnt dig the ending theme much. I thought the beginning was ok, just reminded e of Totoro, but then it went all whizzy and poppy and a bit out of place XD Two little kids in the seats front of me digged it though, they were dancing like crazy :P

Yeah this chapter's going to flick back and fourth between the dungeons and Elexis' room. I only did it because much of this chapter is just explaining an escape plan, so I'm trying to make it more interesting by elaborating on some characters at the same time ^^

Aaah I've had a really crummy day. I feel so worried about Uni, I just want to dig a hole and hide in it. I shouldnt worry about what mark I get on my final piece, as long as I like it, but you cant help but feel you must be really bad if your Uni teachers dont understand your work or think its 'deep' enough. I'm tired of having to ask permission to do any idea that inspires me, and I'm really tired of feeling pressured to create something that is emotionally deep or profound or contentious. Its like, if you dont do a piece of art thats making a statement on some sort of emotional or dark issue, then you feel like you must not be a good artist because of it!
*sigh* oh well, here's hoping tomorrow will be better. I should stop caring about what my teachers think so much and just do what I feel is right.