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kyupol

on Nov. 3, 2008

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Rant of the Day
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I dont know what it is but lately I've been feeling more and more of this disconnection from reality.

- I'm feeling less and less inclined to play video games. For awhile (maybe 2 days) I got hooked on "Tiberium Wars" and its expansion "Kane's Wrath". But now I'm like… this isn't worth it. I'm not as "wowed" by video games as I used to be when I was younger. I don't care if the graphics are awesome. Its just not going to my head. I'm not that susceptible anymore to video game addiction. It ain't gonna happen!!!

- The TV is becoming dull. Boring. I'm starting to notice more and more the fast paced changing of the frames. I noticed that the longest time the camera gets focused on one scene is 5 seconds before switching. It doesnt entertain me anymore. Anime? Nah. Sorry. I'm getting bored of it somehow. While I remember being totally hooked on watching DBZ, Yuyu Hakusho, Naruto, Bleach, etc. etc. etc. now thats just not working anymore. Sorry. I'm already getting bored of anime. Even when a few years ago I saw it as an alternative to the boring TV.

- What seems to be holding my interest and making me feel fulfilled is reading stuff about politics, conspiracies, spirituality, UFOs, etc.

- While I'm starting to get along better with family, at the same time I'm feeling more and more disconnection from them. Sounds contradictory? Its more like you getting together and saying hi and exchanging small talk but there is no "connection" being felt on a deeper level. As if I sometimes get the feeling that I don't belong in this world. That I don't belong in my family anymore. And no its not a topic for me to whine and be depressed about. Its just how it is. I feel like I don't belong in this reality. I can say that objectively and coldly for some reason. Damn. Its hard to explain. This paragraph probably sounds like incoherent babbling. lol

- I have this inner feeling in my gut that its time for me to "move on". I wanna quit my job and do something else. I wanna get out of town (maybe out of the country) and go somewhere else. I wanna just intensify my efforts on finding out who I am. What am I here for? Where am I suppose to go? Shall I journey through this life alone or with a mate and a family of my own? I'm not particularly looking for companionship in this journey but I am open to it if it ever comes. At the same time I understand that there is no permanence. That its time for people to just move on when the time comes.

- Speaking of moving on, there's still an inner debate in me whether or not its time for me to quit webcomics altogether and consider it a "closed book". And it saddens me. Maybe webcomics is one of the things I'll keep on doing.

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@JustNoPoint - Just vote. As that definitely sends a message. At least that will show the established order that their lies are not working anymore. That the veil is lifting. That the 3rd party candidates are better than Obama or McCain. Anyone but. lol

@BlkKnight, JeanSeishin, worstcase, Akki333, Peipei, patoborracho - thanks for commenting.

@Warpedwenger - I'm in Canada. But politics in the USA concern me as that stuff can affect the entire world.

@Walrus - alien? demons maybe alien to this world. I've read some stuff that talk about how demons and reptilians are one and the same. Also there's this other theory that the reptilians are 4th dimensional entities and they themselves are manipulated by 5th dimensional entities.

@trevoramueller - in this comic, good nor evil totally prevail in the end. Its like an RTS game where you play the "campaigns". You get a big victory after finishing the last level but its only gonna end up driving the other side into a lower profile. Not totally destroying them.

@krisikas - lol I forgot to put that.

@LanceDanger - they're all puppets. They don't run anything.

@ghostrunner - for now…