Ah, King, always the toughie. I'm actually shocked with how well this page came out– I did it all in about an hour!! Which is record time for me ;) I saw DRAG ME TO HELL on Saturday; it was INSANELY AWESOME! Go see it! It's pretty scary, it's really hilarious, and just a really well-made film. I got that rare "I just saw a great movie" feeling after watching it. Also, I'm really into "Let the Right One In" again. I watched it again last night and was just struck by how excellent a film it is. I want Oskar. If I ever have any sons, one of them will be named Oskar and will have white-blonde hair and no eyebrows and will be friends with a vampire… yess.
Anyway, I'll update again sometime this week. YAY! :D
I finished writing the next chapter, and it is really a bummer. I am in a terrible mood now, after writing it; I feel very mopey. It's a gigantic milestone of the comic's plot and stuff, but mostly it's just depressing. I'm also worried that some of Eve's actions in it will come across as out-of-character. Not gonna say what happens… I feel like I might get a couple "noooo!"s when the time comes, though. I actually think that I'm not incredibly far from finishing this comic. A year from now, it might even be over. :o no, that's too crazy to think about… D: geez I love this comic.
For some reason nowadays, I feel like life is stuck in fast-forward. Weeks seem to pass in the blink of an eye, while I'm stagnant, unemployed, at home. I'm suddenly feeling worried about death– not random-death, but old age! hah! I'm only 21, and yet I can't help but feel like I'm 100. I feel like the curtains are closing. That's the scary, beautiful part of being an atheist, too- I'd LIKE for there to be some sort of paradise after death, but in my heart of hearts, I can't escape the faith-based certainty that I feel that death is just nothingness- it's like the time before you were born- no dark or light, no memory, nothing. And the thought of ending this comic (while a relief..) is also pretty terrifying; misfas is truly a chapter of my life, and like an old diary, this comic has so many old memories and ghosts rattling about. But I think I'd also feel very accomplished if I finished misfas. This is a pretty epic story, after all. It has its moments of being utterly terrible– some of the scene-planning is shockingly bad (especially in the very beginning), and a lot of my ideas have been, in retrospect, some of the ugliest cliches imaginable (including some that are coming in later– idk how to change them now), but it's not all bad. And the not-bad parts of this comic make me very proud.
Wow, what a novel I just wrote. sry guyz for getting all mushy.
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