Nemution Jewel

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Mika_yi

on Aug. 17, 2006

you know there was stuff I wanted to say on here, about this page, but I'm just to sad to think of anything to be perfectly honest. don't get me wrong I'm happy to be going to app state. I'm just really depressed cause I really miss my dog. funny huh? all I wanna do is cry. I took a picture of him before I left and he had his head on my lap. and it looks like he has a tear in his eye looks so sad he does. I really miss him… it's hard to get anything done right now and really hard to smile. I cried all last night. and still am. I miss that dog. I have a stuff animal of a maltess the same dog as he is but its just not the same. I feel really sick havn't eaten but once a day lately I just don't feel like eating. but I'm trying to cheer up really I am. I'm sorry for goning off and ranting. that dog just means a lot to me. I really can't think of much to say. I'm trying to keep drawing though it's just hard to do anything. I'm sorry.(as sad as it is or wierd to be crying over a dog. in all honesty that silly ball of fluff saved my life.)

and the page is up early because I don't think I'll be on the internet anymore till I move in to my dorm tommorrow.
love ya
mika