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I feel a Rant coming on

Space Graffiti

on Oct. 22, 2008

The most horrible thing happened to me today. It's been happening all week… and most of last week, too, actually. Somehow, circumstances have been conspiring to keep me from working on this monstrosity, whether it bee school or social obligations. And by today, it was almost like I was going through withdrawal… hey, having never suffered withdrawal symptoms before, and so not knowing what they feel like, it might even be the real deal.

I was quite shocked. It's a weird feeling, not knowing whether what you're making is score or suck, and yet realizing that it's already become essential to your emotional wellbeing. …This can't end well for me.