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MrFistSalad

on Oct. 4, 2016

he barely said goodbye
i didnt think this was my last day with him
he told me that he belonged to a god and could only stick around for a while
i didnt know what a while meant after he had been with me for a month
so i never asked when he was leaving
because with the time it was taking it could have been forever
i needed him
i wish i had asked him
i wish i had said something so it didnt take me by surprise
but i was scared
that this might happen
now my dog is gone
my best friend is gone
and my brother is going to kill himself

oh fuck mindy

i dont want you to kill yourself jarrod
i know that youre hurting
can you please just not kill yourself
ill try to make your life better ill do anything
ill help you get another dream job
ill act like a brat and help you build character

i wont become a god

just please dont kill yourself please please please

mindy i wont i promise

you gotta promise

mindy i promise you i wont kill myself

thank you i swear ill do anything you wont regret it

mindy its seriously okay im here

thank you