I'm really sorry there hasn't been any updates. What can I say? This stupid DD Beauty Contest really fucked me up. I probably could have coped with the extra drawing quite well - it's just the bitching some people have been doing regarding "popular" people with "girly bishonen characters" getting all the votes that just really upset me this past week or two. Maybe they weren't talking about me but I honestly didn't see any other entrants who were in the top five with bishie boy characters… I just got so anxious and upset about the damn thing - you know, if I win people hate me, if I don't win people rejoice beause they've beaten me. So essentially… I'd come out in the shit whatever I did. =_= Hell, even now because I've dropped out there seems to be a sigh of relief because less popular characters will now have a chance to get the top spots instead of me…
I wouldn't be sitting there complaining if Charby or Lalia or Ronson entered and totally ran away with the votes because they were extremely popular characters~ that's just the way it is. If someone's more popular or a better artist you have no choice but to take it gracefully and work hard next time. Not bitch and moan and make stupid suggestions of disallowing popular people to enter or whatever. I mean for god's sake if you don't like competition DON'T ENTER COMPETITIONS.
I just get upset when angriness is directed at me for what feels like no fault of my own. I've worked HARD on this comic for over a year now and care for it right deep into my bones - that's why it's popular. I don't have any underhand tactics, I've bought advertising ONCE, I don't pedal porno or anything untoward, I don't needlessly fanservice my characters on every page, I don't even put myself up for news posts because I feel like I get enough publicity here as it is… Yeah, shonen-ai will make it popular but if you read this you should see that shonen-ai is just a small part of it - this comic is about accepting people and giving them a chance - the fact that the main two characters are gay is secondary to the central theme of acceptance. I very nearly made this a straight comic because I knew it probably wouldn't be taken seriously if it had shonen-ai in it… but whatever. That sort of attitude is exactly what RC is about. Hows that for irony? ;D
I very very nearly put up a haitus message the other day I was honestly feeling that shitty about things… but things should resume quite soon. I've just had a total weepfest at my counsellor and writing this rant-tastic comment should perk me up somewhat. And the menstural fairy has got out of my domain too so those angry femmy hormones should be balancing out right now… Hey yeah, I do feel better now!
So again… I'm sorry there's been no updates - put it down to my flaking out over some thoughtless comments about a silly little contest~ Thank you everyone who voted for me! I'm angry at myself for being so sensitive about it and that I wasn't able to take the contest to the full term so your votes could be properly counted… I won't be entering any more contests of this type again methinks.
For now enjoy Honey looking bootylicious and curvy~ I don't like the Sundae one as much cos it was totally rushed (they both were) but if you want to see it it's here. ^_^ I'll pop them up in the gallery on the next update… and those fanarts and icons I've got (I haven't forgotten!)… just right now I need to chill, drink some coffee and get the next damn page done. :)
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