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Chapter Three - Page Thirty Two

wyldflowa

on July 6, 2007

Todays vote incentive is a bit shit! I haven't managed to finish the next page yet but you can see the unfinished version if you vote… it's all red with no speech bubbles or panels or anything… ahaha. I'm sorry. This cold caused me to crash out last night. I've just doped myself up with some hot drink stuff so I'm a bit more productive now… and as I didn't want to kill my current run of daily updates I had to put something up just because. ^^;

Poor Bourbon… Oooh… I hope this storyline possibly echoes true with some people. It's a big of an exaggerated version but I when you're hiding something about yourself it feels like the whole world is watching and there's so much pressure to keep up the act… be it something as big as your sexuality or something as small as your favourite anime being Sailor Moon rather than Battle Royal… being forced to hide something about yourself because you're that scared that people won't accept you is a horrible situation to be in and I think everyone's been there once in their lives…

And also, an anonymous poster left a comment on the last page that if you are suffering with anxiety or depression you must tell someone and tell them again until they take you seriously. I'm suffering myself from years and years of people not recognising that what I was feeling wasn't just teenage angst but real unhappiness that I neded help for. Likewise if you're on medication and are finding it hard to deal with - don't just carry on, you must tell someone and see if things can be changed~

Take good care of yourselves~ *heart*