Apart of me thinks he helped me out of whatever I was in. We bonded over almost everything, straight away. I remember not going to Adelaide with my mum, her boyfriend and my sister for Christmas. I was 15 when I spent my first Christmas alone, and that kinda makes me sad. I didn't go because of her boyfriend. He scared me, he had a lot of anger and if I had stayed, I probably would have the scars to prove it. I hated it so much I moved out to the shed. It was a little room, and freezing cold. I painted the walls black with blue flames and wrote on the walls in metallic markers.
It would always make me smile when he would show up and tell me I'm coming with him. I used to sneak out and catch a bus at the latest hours so my dissapearance would go unnoticed. It was only as a friend thing until the year after, when he first asked me out as an official girlfriend. He's the only guy who's ever asked me to be that before, even now. I'm insanely scared of commitment.
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