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20 Days

Dadia

on April 7, 2007

20 days. I don't know how I'm going to do it.
Ellen's down, if you haven't noticed. I had to leave today. I drove up the top of this mountain and just watched. I fell asleep in my car. She's only been here 2 days and I'm so drained.
I feel so insignificant. I don't mean anything, and the only people I can talk to, are the people here, complete strangers - lame as that sounds.
The last tie is always hardest to break. He was the only one I actually trusted… Until now.
She's in there now. She was in their yesterday. She was in there this afternoon. It was why I left.
I don't think I can do this.
I need to work on my mental self preservation.
Any ideas on how?