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The Cherub Brothers Chapter 12.28

Magor

on Aug. 4, 2023

as im typing this it's my last day at this job! my exit interview was weird where they grilled me where i'm going to go and when i'm starting. i jsut said that as i'm taking a break before going back to work and catching up on shit. no talk of the saftey concerns and the second shooting or the shitty payrate. one of the mothers of my student's did the math and i made 20k-40k less than a teacher, which infuriated me when the exec director makes a ridiculous amount part time, my boss does 60k a year, the new ciriculum writer that they shoved in for no reason is going to get 40k hands down and they keep telling me and my cowrker (she has 2 masters and makes 23/hr working so much and i make $2 more and am the reason more grants started shilling out more money and the older ones get college level education with a surge of more kids enrolling under my care. i live 55 minutes away on a good day and they just don't care i can't survive on that wage it's been a tough 3 months. they seem to not give a shit that i cried that i'll miss my students. they'll gaslight us and say they can't justify a raise and cry they have no money but i witnessed them misusing the company card. all these art places outside of the ISD underpay people! even the ones with rich clients! i'm so fucking tired of it and idk if i'll ever return to education. i won't go into the school system i value my freedom too much…

i know it's asking alot but i'd really appreciate the support by checking out my links and my store. no one actually reads these nor looks at my store as they complain about the prices and spend big money on fancy clothing, bags, figmas, and ubereats and that's fine. most of my online presence and at my job just feels like i'm screaming into a void…it's fine i'm not going to act like some people here who get pissy they don't get the 10 pages of comments like they used to. i think i'm just really tired of struggling while watching wicked live comfy…and gaslight when you were so close to getting shot and in danger…it doesn't matter though. things don't matter it's too hard to think about for most people…

https://linktr.ee/rubbberneck

anyway here's the update. more shit with caleb that's all i got. have a good weekend or whatever.