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A Coatless Andrea

GreenKrog

on Jan. 19, 2014

What is going on with her?!
The girl is like a light switch. One minute shes down and freaking out, the next she is perfectly smooth and rock solid.
What I know about her story that has been written in my mind fills in some of the gaps, but not all of them. Some of the filled in gaps make me feel a great sense of hate towards myself for creating another character in pain.
But then, that's how life is, isn't it? Some people deal with internal pain, others external, and some with the pain of others. Each is as valid as the others, and can carry just as much weight.
I wish I could fix everything for Andrea and make it right. I'm sure she wishes should could fix me too.
I'll tell her now what I tell myself, and I truly mean when I say it to everyone else. It can feel hard right now. You may feel anger now. You may feel like it won't stop and you just want it to be quiet.
It will get better. I promise you that.