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Signs of Worry

GreenKrog

on Jan. 19, 2014

When was a teen I was pretty morbid too. I didn't want to die, I just spent a lot of time contemplating and thinking about it. Its a strange an wondrous thing, right? Everyone dies some day, it just, it happens. I talked about it a lot with friends, but I had no intention of dying.
It sounds like Andrea's friends are the same way. You might call them posers, but I call them thinkers.
Andrea though, whats going on in her head? I haven't figured it out yet.
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Also, the Disturbed cover of Fade to Black is awesome. I have been listening to it like, 4 times a day, recently.
Also Disturbed - Darkness.
And KoRn - Alone I Break.
These don't mean I want to die, I'm not in that state at all. But when I listen to them, it lets me feel like I am in a dark place that accepts me and doesn't judge me. That is speaks out about how things can feel really low, but the there is an ending to the song, and with the outro, so too goes the feelings. When you feel happiness you listen to upbeat songs, right? When you feel angry, you might turn on some rage metal? So why should you feel bad about listening to something sombre?
Remember, you don't have to justify what you listen to, or why you listen to it, to anybody. Listen to what you want to, when you want to, and feel how you want to about what you want to. This is YOUR life.
But if you get so dark that you can't climb back out without help, let someone know. Let me know. My black nails and pasty white skin will pull you back out.
I may be in the darkness with you, but I will gladly walk into the light with any of you, my friends.