Within Shadows

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Rina_ran

on July 25, 2007

Heyz, got some pages done, another page will be up this week as well. ^^ They were pretty easy due to them just being focused on emotion than on BG and wild movement. I ink my pages at work now. Sometimes I feel like I should of never taken the job at the resteraunt… I wanted to go with ILty to Arkansas for a day, but the manager wouldn't let me… now I want to go with my mom on weekends because they go to a new house which I want to see…but I can't leave on weekends. Having no weekends is really hurting me on the inside. I sleep through my mornings then I have about 3-5 hours to do stuff at home before going to work…then I get off late at night when there's nothing to do…so what's the point? I love the job, but god…I'm missing so much.

I get Tuesdays and Wendsdays off…yeah…two days that no one seems to want to do anything on. I want to go to the zoo, hang out with friends, hell…go on them blind dates my sis keeps setting up for me. But everyone is only available weekends.

Why can't the damn managers understand that I don't care if I make about $30 extra on weekends? $45 a day during the weekdays is plenty for me! Urg…my life doesn't revolve around money. I go shopping and actually buy something once a month.

Sigh….

Ranting… I just feel too damn lonely now. Saru is in Wyoming and ILty in Arkansas. No one ever seems to be home. Only guy who's interested in me, is someone who everyone says is best I just stay friends with. Not that I should be with anyone anyway…I have to leave for the Navy in November, so it feels pointless to try and attempt a relationship. I feel like I never get to do anything I want to do anymore. God, I hate time.

Reminds Me, I plan on starting a contest by the end of the month. Since I'll be leaving for bootcamp in November, I don't want my comic here to be sitting idly for nearly half a year. So I'll be holding a fanart contest my last few months here. Then while I'm gone, the entries will be on auto update so the comic has something new to look at…hopefully…once or twice a week for 23 weeks. Sound good? More details in a few more days.

Sorry, most of this author comment is just me venting about how I currently feel about my life.

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How to feel? Surprised, scared…possibly betrayed? What the hell is going on?! Think fast Rale!

This page would be a two page fold if this were a book. It's bigger on my computer…but I didn't want to make it too big on this site and photobucket resizes it so I can't link ya'll to a bigger picture. Imageshack kills my stupid dial up internet connectiong…wtf.

Well, I still love you guys. I appreciate ya'll who come around. Please comment, they really inspire me to work faster and perk up my spirits greatly. Thanks~ *heart*