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It was a good day until the last few minutes. now my blood pressure's up, and I'm feeling angst ridden. Sometimes I feel like I get cut because it doesn't look like I'm hurting at all. I just don't like to show the pain, because that's something people can capitalize on. I know that's a very unhealthy sentiment, but I've had too many people use my feelings against me to really believe that it won't ever happen again. Damn this sucks. It just all freakin' sucks.

Sorry, no happy go lucky ending tonight. I need to get some sleep and calm down.

Night

~A~