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Really, sorry if I sound angst-ridden, but I'm much worse off than I realized, and its hit me. SO, I've got to change things. Hasn't worked for me yet, but I can't just rely on being a creature of habit. That's a scapegoat, a crutch. Its also true, but if I honestly just sit back and don't even bloody try, then I might as well shoot myself in the head and get it over with before I stroke out and have to poop in diapers for the rest of my life. Now, I know that not all stroke survivors are that bad, my grandfather had many strokes before a big one took half his body, and he still didn't stop, but if we're going to objectively look at the process, coma veggie is more likely than just forgetting the word 'apple' in context of the fruit and needing to double check my math with someone, like I need to half the time anyway. Point is…health starts now! No more Scaring Kerie. I don't know if she could stand being with another person as they stroke out. I really don't.

Anyway, Leverage Season Finale(accent mark) is coming on in a few and I want to be ready for it. I started with this season and have been able to catch most of the eps, and love it! Its like watching a DnD game, in the good way. They have a fighter, a rogue, a (tech) wizard, and a bard…and an extra rogue I think. If it were a fantasy setting one of them would be a cleric, but you see my point. Most episodes are one shots, with things that push along an overall plot. So, you don't quite know what's going on or where its going, but its familiar enough to guess at and be right some of the time.

Anyway, long day, short night.

Peace

~A~