love- a seed, grows quickly or slowly and can whither or bloom passion- candle, hot and firey when lit it'll burn bright until there is only a memory of its intensity and the cool down remains potential- water, hold the foundation of all life and can be used for so many things lunch- paperbag
love- a seed, grows quickly or slowly and can whither or bloom passion- candle, hot and firey when lit it'll burn bright until there is only a memory of its intensity and the cool down remains potential- water, hold the foundation of all life and can be used for so many things lunch- paperbag
love- a seed, grows quickly or slowly and can whither or bloom passion- candle, hot and firey when lit it'll burn bright until there is only a memory of its intensity and the cool down remains potential- water, hold the foundation of all life and can be used for so many things lunch- paperbag
Very nicely said.
thank you. i'd be more poetic about explaination but i'm tired and henceforth lazy. congrats on getting a cellphone and netbook by the way! i hope you're better with a cellphone then i am and the netbook works out anyway even if its a bit small!
love- a seed, grows quickly or slowly and can whither or bloom passion- candle, hot and firey when lit it'll burn bright until there is only a memory of its intensity and the cool down remains potential- water, hold the foundation of all life and can be used for so many things lunch- paperbag
Very nicely said.
thank you. i'd be more poetic about explaination but i'm tired and henceforth lazy. congrats on getting a cellphone and netbook by the way! i hope you're better with a cellphone then i am and the netbook works out anyway even if its a bit small!
Well I was added to my dad's plan. He had about 60 mins left over a month so thats what I'm getting. Though night and weekends are free. So is verizon to verizon. I havn't used any of the minutes yet. As for the netbook atleast I can post rants on youtube now. Or I could take a page out of salsa's playbook and eat my hat.
For half the people here (the Northern Hemisphere half) it is summer so they are out in the sun and fun. It's one of them statistical things discovered by scientists with grant money to burn and publishing requirements to meet. You should see the drop off on Model building sites and we're a bunch of older married guys. Yard work and playing with the kids as opposed to the beach and drunken binges in the warm weather. There is only one way to get anyone to come to a club meeting: barbeque. This is also why there are no model shows in the summer. The last one is in May and the next one isn't until mid-September. So everywhere is dead right now.
Pit– no or very little haz-mat the Northeast has plenty of enviornmental volunteers and concerned citizens to take care of that. And the guy was led off in 'cuffs after being severely dressed down. 'Jersey cops have no patience in any domestic disturbance. Most are repeat offenders, they get to know the people involved and rip them a new one every time. Adn the judges in family court are worse. They guy isn't allowed in the building but they didn't think to leave a description so I could cut him off. But anybody asking for that apartment isn't being let in.
I have found a new bug that is annoying me on this site. Go to the Help forum to find out. It's either a bug or I'm a dumbass. Maybe both.
Went over my friend Jake's house and he tried to get me out of my writer's block. Hasn't worked yet. (half a year on one story and a month or two on all.)
I'm happy with my new phone :) -HTC desire Its reasonably spunky- looks better in life than in pics online. I've always liked to have a reasonably distinctive phone… My last one was a lovely shiny fully chromed LG Shine. Very pretty phone, but a real POS in reality. SOOOOO quiet, even on the very loudest settings. Hard to hear when I had a message or when it rang. It was really crap with reception so making or receiving calls was painful, music playback was shiz since there were no playlist options and it played back many as if they were corrupted- with stutters. Viewing images was a pain because it would hang if there were a lot- used to hang forever when loading the MP3 player if there was a lot of music too. It had a flashy fully mirrored screen which was uber sexy, but you could see NOTHING on the screen outside in the sun. Oh, and it took about 3 hours to charge and it ran out of power extremely quickly. It was even starting to turn itself off when I hung it up…
It looked great and even iphoners gasped in admiration, literally… but is was a lemon. -_- Best thing about it was the look and the animations it did when dialling… It had these little floating crayons that would draw the numbers you were dialling ^_^
I still wouldn't have bothered buying a new one even then, since I hardly make any calls anyway, but with the trip to the US, I'll hopefully be able to access the the net free via WiFi at free hotspots and stay in touch that way.- as well as use it for camera/video/note taking and all that sort of thing. It was either that or a netbook or something, but this'll be lighter.
Oh man! It even has full ability to play Flash! WTF? Cool ^___^
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Congrats on the new phone and netbook TheFlyingGreenMonkey! :) You'll get used to the little keypad eventually! …I don't know if I'll even get used to the on-screen keyboard on my phone though T_T Anyway, you'll find both damn useful! Especially the phone. great for getting together with friends and meeting up at places. It's just the thing! :)
Ive been diagnosed with Clinical depression. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Oh-Kay… I'd say cheer up, but that's a no go isn't it? It's still better than critical depression… America has been in a depression for years, act like they do: Resort to violence!
Its mainly self hatred and self harm. Id resort to taking my anger out on myself with full force punching myself in the face. No cutting. Just because thats gay. I hate myself for no apparent reason. I cant do well with college work. Sooo much anxiety. I cant sleep right and when i do i end up having disturbing and disgussting nightmares. Not nightmares like going to school with no clothes on but nightmares where
[spoiler=Gross]Getting my flesh eaten by dogs and being left alone with missing limbs while maggots eat their way through whats left.[/spoiler]
I wonder if the "horizontal tango" would make me feel better. Missed a year of that.
Stupid mothers side of the family being mentally unstable.
Congrats on the new phone and netbook TheFlyingGreenMonkey! :) You'll get used to the little keypad eventually! …I don't know if I'll even get used to the on-screen keyboard on my phone though T_T Anyway, you'll find both damn useful! Especially the phone. great for getting together with friends and meeting up at places. It's just the thing! :)
Eh. Its fine. I still have my stupid sense of humor. Tip for romance.
I know its been oversaid but seriously. Just be yourself. Aspects that you dislike about yourself some women may find cute. Unless its a talking stomach. She'll be out the door in a second.
Just finished a training session with a new trainer. It's fun switching trainers. They always have different routines and focus on parts you weren't focusing on before, so you get to learn in new and exiting ways how much you suck.
But I'm really happy about it. This trainer is actually focusing on the parts I found myself lacking in and the previous trainer wasn't addressing that. I was starting to feel like I was stuck in my development. Maybe soon I'll actually be able to maintain balance on my hands.
I'm going to love the sore muscles tomorrow…
Clinical depression.
Ouch. That sucks. I was kinda there myself a short while back. Started to feel like the world was against me and my mind was full of regrets about how unfair my past was, while constantly dreaming about how everything would be better, if things had gone differently.
Strangely I managed to pull myself out of it on my own. Had to sink into a very dark place before I could do that, though. I spent couple of months of soul searching while reflecting upon things I've learned over my life, until I came to the conclusion that since time traveling was impossible, I would have to stop dwelling in the past and focus on the now. That way I could finally start improving my life.
I'm not saying that anyone who's depressed should try this unsupervised though. It could have easily backfired on me and made me suicidal. I just happen to be absolutely terrified of death so you'd have a very hard time convincing me of going down that path. What I'm saying is that it would probably been easier for me, had I looked up a therapist for help.
Ive been diagnosed with Clinical depression. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Ain't it fun? I see your Clinical depression and raise you Biologically based major depression and anxiety disorder. ooooooo, it's a disorder and it sounds great on a resume.
Find someone who is really good at listening and giving feedback about your experiences. It doesn't have to be a health care professional but that can help. A fellow sufferer who is actually trying to get healthy again is good too as opposed to someone who just wants to tell you how miserable they are, how stupid and worthless life is, how everybody doesn't understand and is so ignorant and other wonderful life-affirmations isn't a good choice. ;)
I am running out of shelf space those 1/72 scale four engined bombers take up a lot of room, so I'm probably going to have to go out and get more shelves. Wonder if I can interest the library in a collection of World War II bombers.
Ouch. That sucks. I was kinda there myself a short while back. Started to feel like the world was against me and my mind was full of regrets about how unfair my past was, while constantly dreaming about how everything would be better, if things had gone differently.
If that's depression, then we probably all need medication. There's something to be said for being a bug; they never think about that stuff.