and i found an old letter….that in itself isnt so bad, but my stupid ass had to reopen it and read it…and now all the tears i've been holding back, and ignoring just wont stop coming….life just really sucks sometimes…..
I burned some of the most amazing art photographs I ever took because they had my ex in them. Photos that a lot of people asked to buy, but I refused because I wasn't willing to talk to her to get model release to sell them. I still can't look at pictures of her without wanting to punch a hole in the wall. No matter how much time goes by I'm sure that there will always be things that set me off when I see them. It really does suck man.